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break apart the eggshell
And I learned about my brain
And, oh, it made me smarter
I would break apart the eggshell
I would fall into the water
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CHARACTER NAME Odette Stewart
COURT Spring
FACTION Seelie
DORM TBA
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2025-03-19 11:39 am

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BACKGROUND;

( cws: disordered eating, homophobia, child abuse )

To understand Odette, it must be noted that she exists at an intersection between outsider and privilege. She was born to a wealthy family of British nobility, and benefits from all that entails: private tutors and boarding schools, extensive ballet and piano lessons, being assigned a personal maid, and so-on. This gave her the luxury of pursuing her own personal interests, such as learning Japanese, or teaching herself how to sew.

But that doesn't mean her life was entirely comfortable, always feeling as though she were on the razor's edge of losing it all. Around the age of ten, her family had moved to San Antonio for her father to pursue a lucrative deal in the oil industry, becoming a tremulous period in her life. Her father was something of a negligent figure, often buried in his work, and leaving her in the care of her abusive mother. Her mother became obsessed with advancing Odette's talents in ballet, such to a point she would harshly restrict her diet throughout the performance seasons, and making her subsist on salads or powdered shakes and water, eventually leading Odette to spend numerous visits in and out of hospitals to treat her an eating disorder.

This extended to her mental health as a adolescent teenager, as she started to more deeply examine her sexuality. Knowing her mother's conservative views, she became antsy about exposing any aspect of her personal life. Briefly entering a same sex relationship with a girl named Cari, who helped her develop a better understanding of leftist politics, all the while perpetuating a lack of interest in relationships around her parents so they wouldn't examine any of her friendships as anything more intimate, and throwing herself into her ballet.

Fed up with the lack of progression in the relationship, Cari decided to part ways with Odette, leaving her to feel alone and confused about her place in the world. Soon after, she entered college as a freshman at the tender age of 19, allotting her a certain kind of freedom than she lacked prior. Eventually, this led to her dating a woman by the name of Esmeralda ([personal profile] diablerose), whom she met through through the patronage of her ballet company. Later, she would learn that Esme was on the run from the Camarilla, and in a move of desperation, offered to sire Odette as a Toreador, which she accepted.

Since being turned into a vampire, she'd been accepted into the Anarch domain of San Antonio, proper. Finding a found family of sorts between the ragtag members of her coterie. She adores Nate ([personal profile] effusing) and Miguel ([personal profile] unliveactionroleplay) as brothers. She looks up to Celeste ([personal profile] sparkofrage) as someone to learn from and aspire to be like, admiring her convictions and values. Travis is much like a warm uncle, happy to give her affection and advice. And Jess ([personal profile] malkintsugi), the latest addition to their coterie, is someone Odette took a fast liking to, entering a sort of polycule between her and Celeste.

Throughout the course of her chronicle, her coterie has been faced with many challenges-- the most penitent of which being an active turf war between the Anarchs and the Sabbat, as a means to take back the domain for themselves. Much of the time, this entailed getting into scuffles with the Las Kamacuras, a Sabbat pack headed by Nate's sire, Dolores ([personal profile] cainite) and her wife Val ([personal profile] valkavian).

Val and Odette in particular would develop an antagonistic relationship, perhaps moreso than anyone else from Lolo's pack. It wouldn't be long before Val would find Odette's signal account, where they would proceed to trade insults and jabs between one another, but would soon escalate into threats of violence. After a few months of this, Odette would finally block Val, as she began to use this as a tactic to trigger Odette's beast to cause masquerade violations.

This would all come to a head when the coterie saw an opportunity to thin their numbers. The first would come in the form of helping a girl by the name of Mari defect from Lolo's pack, having reached out to Odette about an incident where she'd been abused by Val, and they came up with a plot to evacuate her to Austin (another city within the Anarch's domain.) The second would come in the form of a plan to break into the pack's home, where Val and Odette came to blows. The fight would lead to Val's death, and Odette diablerizing the vampire in a fit of rage.

Of course, since gaining a tradcath vampire cultist inside of her head, Odette has gone through a number of changes. Her morals are somewhat looser than they'd otherwise be. Though she still largely respects humans, and would not prefer to not see them harmed, it's somewhat easier to rationalize some of the Anarchs dirty work.

The fighting culminated in a duel between the Baron of San Antonio (Sophronia) and a representative from the Sabbat by the name of Andromeda, who had aspirations to take over the domain. Andromeda was beheaded in the duel, while Sophronia was knocked into Torpor, resulting in the anarchs retaining control of the territory.

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diabatties: (82)
2025-03-16 07:00 am

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πŸ¦‹ OOC Information


Name: Jiyu
Contact: [personal profile] nuclearized
Age: 21+
Other Characters: Kiritsugu Emiya (Fate/Zero)
Invitation: Current player/Here!
Permissions: Here!

πŸ¦‹ IC Information


Character Name: Odette Stewart
Age: 20
Canon: Vampire: the Masquerade (ttrpg oc)
Canon Point: Post-chronicle
Character History: Here!
Canon Abilities: An exhaustive list.
Inventory:
A wholeass pink suitcase plastered in anime stickers, containing:
- A few outfits, including some of her lolita coords.
- A laptop (probably has a good two hours charged up)
- A cell phone
- A Nintendo Switch
- A My Melody plushie
- A small sewing kit
- Rose gold plated glock, with the Toreador crest engraved on the side
- A pink bladed katana

πŸ¦‹ Personality



Option 2: You may instead choose words from the following list to expand upon as your personality section. Elaborate on what this word means to your character, specifically their thoughts about it. For Original Characters, you will need to choose seven words. Keep the word count to 100-300 per choice.
  • Green - For Odette, green is akin to the color of life. The grass underneath her feet, the colors of leaves on trees, the stems of flowers growing in the spring. To her, green is beautiful. But as a vampire, it's difficult for her to appreciate the sights of spring greenery in the same way she once did. For at nighttime, the colors become muted and are more difficult to see than in daylight. So she cherishes the color wheel of spring and commits it to memory, because she doesn't know when she'd be able to see the world in the same light again.

  • Dead - Well, Odette is dead, after all. No matter how much effort she puts in to maintaining her cute and youthful appearance. It can be unnerving to her at times, being reminded that she lacks a pulse, or doesn't need to breathe as she once did. That her inhumanity grows with each passing day, like a ticking clock. Even if she is stronger, faster, and could charm anyone she pleased with her supernatural allure, there is no reversing her decision to become a creature of the night. She will forever be an outsider to the living, whether she likes it or not.

  • Dance - Odette has a complicated relationship with dancing. At times, the mere act can be an escape from the world. Gliding across the floor in graceful movements that make her feel like a beautiful swan swimming against the lake. At other times, it can be a reminder of the life her mother wanted for her. A prison of sorts, like shackles connected to her ankles, of tireless days spent with her ballet troupe. Even her very name is a reference to a ballet. It's an inescapable, horrifying nightmare at times. Even if there are otherwise days she find pleasure in her craft.

  • Pride - Is pride a fault of a virtue? For Odette, this is a never ending question. She would often recall how her mother would parade her around like a little doll. A malleable clay for her to mold as she wished, and would often boast about her to her friends. Her mother's pride in Odette was something, she'd consider, could've almost killed her, as she learned how to maintain an eating disorder. But to contrast, Odette is learning how to take pride in herself. Not as an extension as her mother's ambitions, but as her own person. Her ability to adapt and persevere, to march on in spite of all the trauma. To Odette, pride is a double edged sword.

  • Sin - To Odette, the most pertinent sin is to her is the 'diablerie'. In vampire terminology, this means to consume the soul of another vampire into oneself, and often considered one of the greatest crimes in vampire society. Though Odette, herself, would be considered guilty of this, the context in which she daiblerized Val was while her domain was at war with the Sabbat, and the Baron of San Antonio saw little issue with her doing so. This is not to say Odette hasn't come to regret the act, however. Odette shares her brainspace with Val, can see her memories, and even has to fight to keep her influence at bay. Considering Val is more brazen and violent than Odette, this has become something of a problem whenever Odette is threatened or provoked, and even whenever she needs to feed. Odette is rather pacifistic and prefers deescalation to fighting, whereas Val would be happy to kill her enemies or drain a mortal dry. It's always a push/pull with Val, to which Odette is constantly having to self-police.

  • Flower - Odette belongs to the clan Toreador, often referred to as "Clan of the Rose." They have a penchant for embracing those who are beautiful or skilled at some sort of art, and Odette happened to tick both those boxes. She's always been quite tall for a girl, with long hair and glittering green eyes. She's often been told that her ability in ballet feels nearly effortless, like a rose in bloom. Gorgeous, but fragile. Additionally, she is quite skilled in sewing (particularly, lolita fashion) and painting. Of course, now that she's a vampire, Odette no longer has to worry about the fragility of her beauty, being completely accepted by those among the 'rose garden.'

  • Cow - This is such a loaded term for Odette. 'Kine' is frequently used among other vampires to refer to humans, to the point it causes her to physically recoil, much like a sour feeling in her gut. She detests hearing it used, and often is forced to hold her temper. She's of the mind that, even as a vampire, your brain doesn't change overnight. That all vampires were humans once, and that they deserve more respect than to be treated as tools and food. She has asked those in her coterie that if she starts using the term, that she'd prefer to be killed at the hands of a friend, than to become a completely inhuman monster. And of course, they would expect the same of her.

πŸ¦‹ Fae Court


List your top three choices for your characters adoptive court. The mods will choose the one out of those three options that seems the most fitting based on your app.
  • Spring

  • Summer

  • Autumn

Ability:
3) Yes, but they either have no ability of their own, or they refuse to trade theirs away; they will buy their court's ability on credit.

πŸ¦‹ RP Samples

Odette on the Pixie TDM
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2024-03-24 09:27 pm

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CHARACTER NAME Odette Stewart
OCCUPATION Barista
PATH Magic
HOUSING NUMBER !!answer!!
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2024-03-10 07:45 am

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>> OOC


Name: Jiyu
Age: 20+
Pronouns: she/they
Preferred Contact: pm
Timezone: cst
Other Characters? n/a
Who Invited You?: I mod here. :U

>> IC



Basics


Character Name: Jiyu
Character Age: 20
Canon: Vampire: the Masquerade (tabletop oc)
Series Info: Vampire: the Masquerade (TTRPG), from Indy's chronicle "Vampire: San Antonio." Her chronicle takes place in an urban fantasy version of San Antonio, Texas (~like our world, but with vampires~,) set in the year of 2022. Most real life pop culture and political references are the same, with a few exceptions.
- Information on the World of Darkness
- Information on Vampire the Masquerade
- Information on Odette's clan, the Toreadors
Canon Point: After her coterie rescues Andromeda.

Abilities


Character Abilities: There's an exhaustive list in her journal
Character Skills:


Approach



What interests you most about playing this character in this game?
I feel like Odette would get a lot of mileage out of the mission style element of the game! Since a large chunk of the VtM tabletop game is running errands for various NPCs, it's a concept she'd be largely familiar with and wouldn't have any qualms adjusting to.

How do you see your character adjusting to/approaching the game world?
Odie's biggest hurdles in the game are going to be this: being separated from her coterie, and being depowered at the beginning. The first is going to hurt quite a bit! Her coterie is basically her first real family, given her troubled relationship with her parents. But she is quite the social butterfly, and shouldn't have any issues making friends! The second would be a bit of a disorienting feeling for her! Vampirism is the first time she's really had any autonomy in her life, and was a conscious choice on her part. However, she's quite willful, and would adjust to chasing after her dream (being a real life magical girl!) and would find a lot of security in pursuing the magic path.

What do you see your character finding most interesting about the setting/game premise?
The first, is that this world would be something of a second chance for her! As that she often finds the politics of vampire society to be quite frustrating (in particular, operating on the rule of 'not getting caught' for vampire activity). Since the Masquerade no longer applies, she'll try to be open about her vampirism for the most part, and not have to deal with the same restraints (such as being able to feed without having to be discreet.) The second, as mentioned above, would be the magic of Medeas. Odette has always been fascinated with magical girl anime, so being able to learn and harness its power for herself would be dream come true for her.

Samples


(please provide samples from the last six months with at least 10-15 sentences of writing; a TDM entry with both is fine)

Log-style Sample: Here!
Net-style Sample: Here!

Anything else?

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2023-12-29 07:36 pm

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β–Ά PLAYER INFO.
PLAYER NAME: Jiyu
PRONOUNS: she/her OR they/them
OVER 18?: Y!
CONTACT: PM
OTHER CHARACTERS: Kiritsugu Emiya

β–Ά CHARACTER INFO.
CHARACTER NAME: Odette Stewart
CHARACTER AGE: 20
CANON: Vampire: the Masquerade (TTRPG), from Indy's chronicle "Vampire: San Antonio." Her chronicle takes place in an urban fantasy version of San Antonio, Texas (~like our world, but with vampires~,) set in the year of 2022. Most real life pop culture and political references are the same, with a few exceptions.
- Information on the World of Darkness
- Information on Vampire the Masquerade
- Information on Odette's clan, the Toreadors

CANON POINT: After being banished from San Antonio.
CRAU INFO: N/A

SUITABILITY: Since her embrace as a vampire, Odette has faced many challenges. The most pertinent of which being an open rebellion from the Sabbat (a vampire religious cult that worships the first vampire, Cain) as a challenge against the Anarch domain's power. As a vampire, she is stronger and faster than ordinary humans, possessing a supernatural allure that allows her to persuade most mortals (and even some vampires.)

PERSONALITY TRAITS:
✚ Empathetic
✚ Shrewd
✚ Loyal
✚ Cheerful

βœ– Impulsive
βœ– Low self-esteem
βœ– Forgiving (to a fault)
βœ– Cagey

PERSONALITY REFERENCE: N/A

POWERS & SKILLS: There's an exhaustive list in her journal
NERFED POWERS:

Vampiric immortality - Vampirism gives her access to a rapid healing effect, and I figure this should be fine for the most part, except in the event she is decapitated, or her body is fully crushed.

Dominate - Given this discipline deals directly with mind control, this ability will be discarded entirely.

Presence - I'm... not entirely certain what your call here would be, given that it's mostly a passive skill used to influence the emotions of others (chiefly, in drawing attention to herself,) but it's not outright control over someone's thoughts or feelings. I'm thinking it should be okay, but if you'd like me to discard it, I'm more than willing.

Potence - Basically, super strength. This should be fine for the most part, but I'm assuming her ability to rip off limbs would be a no go.

Auspex - This mostly pertains to supernatural awareness (mind reading, protecting her thoughts.) I didn't see anything about future sight/premonitions, but if you'd like me to discard that, I can! Alternatively, y'all could give her super trippy incomprehensible visions that leave her mostly confused.

PERSONAL ITEM: A glock with rose gold plating and the Toreador crest engraved on the side.
ALTERNATE IDENTITY: Clara Fairfax, model
CODE NAME CHOICE: 🌹 Rosebud

SAMPLES: Network | Action

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2023-05-24 04:22 am

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THE SHORT OF IT

Odette comes from a tabletop game called Vampire: the Masquerade. This is a series known for themes such as hyper-violence, gore, and sexual content. While Odette is pacifistic where she can help it, she has (accidentally) frenzied on humans while feeding in the past. Additionally, feeding for Odette comes with a sexual euphoric high for her partners. I tend to downplay this in most game interactions, but I'm more than willing to accommodate if this is something you'd like your character to experience.

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2023-05-24 03:38 am

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2023-03-01 06:23 am

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How's my driving? Please leave your constructive criticism here! Although Odette is an OC, I'm always open to suggestions on how to improve!

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2022-12-14 06:26 am

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Player
Name: Jiyu
E-mail: prince.jiyu@gmail.com
Preferred Contact: Plurk: originbullet; Discord: the goddess is dead, boys.#0231
Timezone: CST
Current Characters in Victory Road: N/A


Character
Name: Odette Stewart
Series: Original, but she's a player character in my friend's Vampire: the Masquerade chronicle "Vampire: San Antonio"
Timeline: Directly after evacuating her friend, Mari, to Austin.
Canon Resource Links:
- Information on the World of Darkness
- Information on Vampire the Masquerade
- Information on Odette's clan, the Toreadors


Original Character Background:
Considering the links above, I'm going to use this section mostly to expand on Odette's character history, as opposed to focusing on the "like our world, BUT WITH VAMPIRES" edgelord mechanics of VtM (cw: homophobia, disordered eating):

Odette exists in something of a liminal space. She was born to a life of privilege to a minor noble family in Britain. Her childhood was filled with private tutors and boarding schools, extensive ballet and piano lessons, attending elite boarding schools, being assigned a personal maid, and so-on. She had the wealth to pursue her personal interests, like sewing cosplay or teaching herself Japanese.

But that doesn't mean her life was entirely comfortable. Around the age of ten, her family had moved to San Antonio for her father to pursue a lucrative deal in the oil industry, becoming a tremulous period in her life. Her father was something of a negligent figure, often buried in his work, and leaving her in the care of her abusive mother. Her mother became obsessed with advancing Odette's talents in ballet, such to a point she would harshly restrict her diet throughout the performance seasons, and making her subsist on a meager plate of vegetables or powdered shakes and water, eventually leading Odette to spend numerous visits in and out of hospitals to treat her disorder.

This extended to her mental health as a adolescent teenager, as she started to more deeply explore her sexuality. Knowing her mother's more conservative views, she became antsy about exposing any aspect of her personal life. Briefly entering a same sex relationship with a girl named Cari, who helped her develop a better understanding of leftist politics, all the while perpetuating a lack of interest in relationships around her parents so they wouldn't examine any of her friendships as anything more intimate, and throwing herself into her ballet.

Fed up with the lack of progression in the relationship, Cari decided to part ways with Odette, leaving her to feel alone and confused about her place in the world. Soon after, she entered college as a freshman at the tender age of 19, allotting her a certain kind of freedom than she lacked prior. Eventually, this led to her dating a woman by the name of Esmeralda, whom she met through through the patronage of her ballet company. And after a month into their relationship, in moment of desperation, Esme offered to sire Odette as her childe, which she accepted.

Since being turned into a vampire, she'd been accepted into the anarch domain, proper. Finding a found family of sorts between the ragtag members of her coterie. She adores Nate and Miguel as brothers. She looks up to Celeste as someone to learn from and aspire to be like, admiring her convictions and values.


Personality: Give us at minimum 2-3 full paragraphs of how you understand your character's personality. Talk about basic characteristics, any major developments over the course of their canon, their motives, their social behavior, strengths and weaknesses, and anything else you can think of that shows off your knowledge of this character.

PokΓ©mon Information
Affiliation: What career path will your character be taking? Breeder, Trainer? Or maybe even down the dark path of becoming a member of Team Rocket? Note: All Rocket members start as grunts. (For right now, only those three positions are available, whether your character chooses to follow their assigned path or not.)
Starter: What starter PokΓ©mon do you want your character to have? Please use the list linked above to choose from. Certain PokΓ©mon have an orange star next to their names; if you choose one of these starters (Deino,Β Zorua, Litwick, Pikachu, Scyther,Β Dratini, Bagon, Gible, Axew, Ralts, Riolu, Beldum, Larvitar, Eevee, or Beldum) you must provide reasoning. You do not need to explain your reasoning for PokΓ©mon other than those listed above.
Password: Atomic Fireball

Samples
RP Sample: The sample must be a thread, with at least five comments from you, that you have made anywhere with this character in the last four months at the canon point you have chosen for said character. Linking to a post or log containing multiple threads will also suffice, as long as at least one of the threads has the required number of comments. This thread sample can be in any format (e.g. network post, prose log, actionspam, Dear Mun post, and so on). While it does not have to be set in Victory Road's setting, you can use a Victory Road test drive thread for this sample, as long as it's a different thread than one used for the second sample below. What we are looking for here is grasp of your character's voice and a sense of how you operate as a role-player. If we feel that the sample provided is not adequate, we reserve the right to ask for another.

Victory Road Sample: This sample must take place in Victory Road's setting and can be EITHER a written post OR another thread if you would prefer not to write a post. The minimum is 300 words for a prose sample, eight sentences for a network post/actionspam sample, or ten comments total (five from you) in an RP sample. What we are looking for here is how the character responds to the PokΓ©world's setting. You can also use a Victory Road test drive thread for this sample, but you cannot use the same top-level for the first sample above.
diabatties: (41)
2022-09-07 10:46 pm

🌹🌹🌹

FAVES
β₯ accidental arousal
β₯ aphrodisiacs
β₯ bath/shower sex
β₯ blindfolds
β₯ body worship
β₯ breast/nipple play
β₯ chastity
β₯ clothed sex
β₯ corsets
β₯ cuddling
β₯ cunnilingus
β₯ dub-con
β₯ fail sex
β₯ facesitting
β₯ femdom
β₯ fingering
β₯ grinding
β₯ hair pulling
β₯ ice
β₯ intercrural sex
β₯ inexperienced partners
β₯ lap sex
β₯ lingerie
β₯ magic play
β₯ masturbation
β₯ multiple orgasms
β₯ phone sex/sexting
β₯ restraints
β₯ sensation play
β₯ sexual frustration
β₯ smoking
β₯ snark
β₯ somnophilia
β₯ tentacles
β₯ uppity
β₯ ust
β₯ vaginal sex
β₯ wax
YEA
βœ“ begging
βœ“ biting
βœ“ breast smothering
βœ“ breath play
βœ“ experienced partners
βœ“ fellatio
βœ“ lap dances
βœ“ licking
βœ“ massage play
βœ“ navel play
βœ“ orgasm control
βœ“ pleasure control
βœ“ pleasure denial
βœ“ premature ejaculation
βœ“ scratching
βœ“ sexual exhaustion
βœ“ toys
βœ“ vanilla
βœ“ voyeurism
βœ“ xenos
MAYBE
β—Œ anal
β—Œ blackmail
β—Œ bloodplay
β—Œ choking
β—Œ coercion
β—Œ corruption
β—Œ flogging
β—Œ foot play
β—Œ gags
β—Œ humiliation
β—Œ hypnotism
β—Œ immobilization
β—Œ kidnapping
β—Œ mind control
β—Œ non-con
β—Œ orgasm denial
β—Œ pet play
β—Œ semi-public
β—Œ sex pollen
β—Œ shibari
β—Œ whipping
NAH
βœ— abrasions
βœ— bathroom play
βœ— bestiality
βœ— branding
βœ— competition
βœ— cuckolding
βœ— daddy/mummy kink
βœ— excessive bodily fluids
βœ— fisting
βœ— force-feeding
βœ— futas
βœ— incest
βœ— inflation
βœ— necrophilia
βœ— mutilation
βœ— public humiliation
βœ— rimming
βœ— roleplay
βœ— snuff
βœ— underage
βœ— unintelligent partners
βœ— urethra play
βœ— videotaping
βœ— vore
NOTES
Odette is a vampire with some hangups about sex (mostly, due to little experience and not wanting to hurt her partners with her new powers.) Sexuality-wise, she skews pansexual with a heavy preference for women. Trans and nb characters are absolutely welcome.
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